Adventure

Originally posted on Monday, January 14, 2008

I want my life to be an adventure. I want to live for me. I want to live my life in such a way that I don't know what I am doing next and neither do I care as long as it takes me somewhere I haven't been before doing something I never dreamed that I would do. I will never be the perfect mom or the perfect homemaker and I don't want to be. I love my job because it gives me the freedon to make my own decisions and choose my own destiny. Yes, I have other people that rely on me and their jobs and/or livelihoods are in my hands. I will fight for them no matter what. I have become cynical at times but I do not let that affect my job performance. I have made a commitment to be the best I can be at what I do, but when it becomes time to play.......
I want to live my life like every time I go out, whether it be up to Wharton to go caching or when there is a fire or when I am going on a road trip with friends to god knows where, I want to feel like I am heading into Mirkwood. I don't want to know what the next adventure is going to be. I just want it to be an adventure.
I know there must be one coming up!